You are not Living !

At certain stage of your life you will have to take decisions which will determine whether your life is worth living or to end it somehow. Well, I am confused with such a case. Will you stand by your word and promises to lead a life full of miseries or will you take up a stand " To hell with the promises" and take up new splendid life? In either case your state of mind is uneasy. Will you leave your only hope or will you fight till the end? Is it the law of the society thats keeping you back ? Or is it the thought of leading a fucked up life ? I just cant figure it out.